Jun 8, 2025

A Cathartic Diary pt.3

For Part Two
For Part One


A few weeks have passed since we published the second part of this series.


A few weeks during which the war in Gaza has escalated. Claiming more lives, creating more destruction and loss. 

A few weeks where our protagonist, Alexander…has not known much comfort.

As the problems keep piling in on him, he has now also been diagnosed with Vertigo syndrome.

I get these dizzy spells…where I can barely stand up or keep my eyes open…everything starts to swirl around and I become nauseous”, he explains as I listen in worry. 


In the past year, many of the people I know in Israel have become dependent on social security. Varying from different ages, I have friends in their 20’s, 30’s and above…who left the working force and have succumbed to a life of dependency from the government.

It saddens me to see young people already acknowledging defeat in their lives. They will no longer work for a living, no longer aspire for great things, save for certain goals or dreams. Staying alive and comfortable will be enough for them. Having something to eat, a place to rest their head and care for basic hygiene will be enough. It saddens me that people whom were once courageous enough to fight in war for their country, have now been crippled by that same creed. Forever changed and weakened.

My numbers are not official, yet ever since the October 7’th attacks, following the Israeli refugee crisis due to heavy rocket fire…I presume that almost 3% of all Israelis have started to receive social security relying on basic income (approximately 175,000 people).


Not only Alexander, yet my own family members…and other friends that haven’t reached the age of thirty have opted into social security as they have experienced enough physical, emotional and mental trauma, that they can no longer adept to common civil challenges. Citizens that have taken a step down, admitting they can no longer contribute to society as they would like to. A solid blow to any small developing country. Fewer minds and bodies in the melting pot are crucial and will be missed. Weakening the posterity of the “almighty conqueror”.


It is heartfelt all around, as the Palestinians in Gaza are held captive as cannon fodder by Hamas. That murder, steal, cheat and sacrifice civilians without remorse or guilt, to further their religious apocalyptic ideologies.

In this final part of our interview and talk, I read out and ask Alexander a few questions I wrote down, as we explore their answers together.


Taking Pictures in Service. Courtesy of Alexander Aronsky



- Where do you think the conflict stems from today? Is it still libeled in religious prophecy and dogma? Is it still about land? The truth and righteousness? I ask Alexander. 


The objectives of Jihad are to annihilate the Israeli state and kill all the Jews occupying the land. After that, Jihad believes in furthering this conquest to Europe, the west and anywhere possible on earth in order to fulfill their role in their doomsday messianic prophecy. Their holy war. That's what Jihad means literally, holy war. It is a religious philosophy that is embedded within radical Islam.” he answers and then quickly asks me in return “Why? what do you think?

“Today? The world’s structure has changed because of technology. As you said in one of our talks, where there is no access to information, there is no freedom” I begin. “Jihad has existed for thousands of years and has known greater heights than today in history…yet its distribution is different today”. I see the war stemming from extreme Islamic ideology and reasoning. I think the war is being perpetuated as a rallying measure in the Islamic world.

There are 2 billion muslims in the world. That's around a quarter of all humans on earth. What would happen if that population decided to march to Jerusalem and free their occupied brothers and sisters? Israel would be obliterated. If that’s the case, why haven’t they acted? Why are Palestinians sacrificed for extreme ideologies? I think that especially today, with the internet continuing to rise as a powerful tool of information…it's important to keep the masses focused on ancient enemies and plots.

It keeps the masses brainwashed and focused. It keeps them subordinate and appreciative. If the internet would be uncensored in the muslim world, many would leave the religion and pursue freedom for themselves, to follow and aspire for their own desires and dreams. The conflict between Israel and Palestine serves that purpose. Of rallying those masses and giving them a common enemy to focus on, while they remain blind to the mental and spiritual slavery they are experiencing in their home countries. The war in Israel is a distraction and a doomsday plot for all muslims on earth to believe in. To unify the masses and create cohesion in the muslim world, that any other concept…besides Jihad…would not be able to achieve.”

I answer and stress the selling point and slogan : “The only reason there is wrongdoing and sin in the world, is because of the Jews and Westerners…if we annihilate them, Islam will reign heaven on earth for everyone…and we will all be free of tyranny” is their sales pitch, which works terrifically with terror upon gullible underdeveloped and uneducated peoples. “Free the world from tyranny…only to rule over you and everyone with strict Muslim law. That's not freedom, it's another holocaust". I responded.


Alexander stares me dead in the eye and nods slightly, appreciating my answer as we move on to other questions.



Posing during final year. Courtesy of Alexander Aronsky


Can you think or foresee any solutions to the conflict? Do you even think of peace anymore and if so, how do you envision it?

Alex smirks a bit and quickly responds : “Sure, there are still positive things and points of light to remember that exist and should be cultivated. Mahmoud Abbas the President of the PLO recently said that Hamas should give back all hostages and surrender unconditionally. Israeli Parliament member Dr.Ahmad Tibi spoke out immediately after the October 7’th attack and warned about any Arab-Israeli speaking in praise of it. We should always find the people that are willing to talk and are reasonable and speak to them as much as we can” he surprises me with his positivity.

I have muslim Israeli friends that would fight alongside me against Hamas. Some of them even hate them more than I do, but let me share something funny with you. When my family made Aliyah and came to Israel, the assisting branch recommended for us to stay somewhere. They told us there are cheap hotels there and it's a nice area. Where did they send us to, and where did I sleep my first night in Israel as an arriving citizen? In Gaza!” (In `91 the freedom of movement from Gaza and Israel was practically open 24 hours a day) as I laughed along with him.

It was actually pretty nice, the beaches were welcoming and the prices were fair. Who knew that in the future, I would be plowing ahead inside a tank in the same area?” he asks with surprise.

While Alexander is a bit more positive than me, I do believe peace is still possible. A million Arab Israelis are the perfect example of how Jews and Muslims can live together freely. Even with mixed marriages, which exist by the thousands in Israeli society.

I think something that is being forgotten and should be pointed out again, is that during the entire duration of the war against Hamas…many things have continued to go on as usual for decades…as Only Muslims are allowed to pray at the Temple Mount. Prayers that are arranged and organized In Israel under Israeli law, security and services. A shining example of Israel’s values and sensibility to the muslim world. “That's a really good point,” Alex agrees. “It is one of the holiest sites in Judaism and still handed over to the enemy in good faith. That is either extremely inspiring or incredibly stupid”. Alex adds.

Should Jihad be branded into the mind of every muslim on earth? A fable of injustice and theft that should be fought by the unity of all muslims, to be righteous and rectify this great evil in order to bring on the kingdom of heaven as written in the prophecy? Is there no moderation to the religion? Is disagreeing with Jihad already Haram and should be met with severe punishment of dissent and betrayal?

Is “the right of return” applicable to Indonesians? Malaysians? Where in Kuala Lumpur, entire skyscrapers are made of pure gold? Or does Jihad itself eventually demonize Islam, and strip it away from any good values, compassion, common sense and logic.
Is Jihad itself, Islam’s greatest enemy? As it radicalizes impurities into wars?

“Let's call it Polish guilt!” Alex says as I begin laughing out loud.

“Sure man, the tactics are well known. There is a lot of lying and hypocrisy in the Arab or Muslim world…call it what you want. They lie so much, it becomes a normal part of the conversation. You can tell yourself a lie until you believe it, but you still know that it's a lie. If they can convince someone that killing a baby is god’s will and way to righteousness…they can convince someone of anything. That Palestine should exist, but Israel should not”. Alex sets the bar.



- My last question to him before we end is if he could say anything to the relatives of the families that he has taken away, what would it be?

“They should elect better leaders and prioritize their own safety and progress over fanatic sects of religion. Israel still powers Gaza. Water and Gas, if they exist…are coming from Israel for free. Even today. Some form of order has to exist for a society. Values. Yet when your elected leaders have the murder and destruction of other people as a form of victory and emancipation, being stupid and evil is also a conscious decision being made. The fallacy of presenting an inverted reality has gotten old. Twisting and churning truth itself until it caters your maniacal ways is imploding on itself, because of the internet and the information that is out there…propaganda itself is against the liberties of people. That need to make their own mind, and make the best choices for themselves” Alexander convicts.



Rest in the Shade with the Unit. Courtesy of Alexander Aronsky



I honestly cannot tell you. This conflict has existed long before I was born, and will probably exist long after I am dead. I was a small notch in the military machine. The elected leaders are the one’s perpetuating this war today. They are in charge of solving the problem or making it worse, and they should be held accountable”.

As long as the political game of salaries, wealth, personal survival and gain becomes more important than public service…is where death, loss and destruction don't mean anything anymore, for either side. It becomes all just a sick game of pigs, orchestrating their next meal while the innocent are merely sacrificial pawns”. Alexander goes on.

“In order to cause real change, it is the people that need to speak up about it…but if you get shot, thrown in prison or worse for merely speaking…it's game over”.

“The only hope for peace and serenity are left for the special people, the real “chosen people”. That can choose sanity, compassion and logic over fear, intimidation and pressure. People that are smart enough to see through the bullshit. People that are strong and brave enough to say NO”.

“This holy war isn't between Jews and Muslims, it's between good and evil, right and wrong, logic and illogic…and people on both sides need to wake up and decide who they are fighting for…because the future will be even worse and once that happens, it doesn't matter what side you are on, you will be dead”. Alex finishes sternly.

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Peace שלום سلام


 


 


Apr 13, 2025

A Cathartic Diary pt.2

 For part one : https://thedogtor1.blogspot.com/2025/03/a-cathartic-diary.html


Part Two

The balance of justice is difficult to resolve, when death is the denominator.


Sure, we can look at numbers…yet what is one life lost as another world lost. A Universe lost.
It's immeasurable. One cannot compare or evaluate loss. It is loss all the same.

Questions of morality, dogma and ethics are a pathway to empathy and conversation.


Yet when those qualities are identified as weakness and attacked, one continues to lose himself. Hardening his shell and sharpening his talons. Leaving no room for his enemies to strike. Even if it means, losing some of his own humanity.


It's not that the IDF doesn't claim lives like the enemies they are fighting. They do so even with higher casualties, advanced technology and weaponry.
It's very hard to find justice, between two sides that are fast on killing each other.

After the October 7’th attack, cruelty has become an important tool of strategy.
A powerful psychological tactic in this evolving war.


Fear gives you the edge over the enemy and molds opinions that can cause change.


Yet you wouldn't hear that from most people, because no matter what side they are on…
They don't want to truly admit, that they are vicious, blood thirsty killers.

Because when you truly delve into war, one would rather never deal with it again. 


Courtesy of Alex Aronsky - Alex at 18 during initial training


I knew of Alex before I met him. He was this big goth kid, carried a notebook and pen and walked the halls of our high school with a hard beat and his head bobbing down. I remember seeing him going to this half broken, old concrete, skinny guard post on a hill…at the edge of the school.

“What would you do there?” I ask him now.
“I would just get away from it all, it felt nice being on the edge and gave me a sense of freedom” Alex responds honestly and continues “I had a small flip phone, I would call friends…listen or think of music…just chill out…” he concludes nonchalantly.

“It was pretty weird seeing you go up there, but I thought it was brave, with all the other kids noticing you…” I add.

I`m around 5 years older than Alex, and we met approximately 10 years after high school, at a local bar. I was writing poems and he took interest.

“When you were younger, you called yourself an Atheist but that has changed…” I challenge him. “Yeah, you grow up…understand that there is no such thing as nothing. Everything is interconnected in the plight of existence…” he explains calmly like a physicist.

He doesn't call himself religious, but beyond him I understand that his logic, is…religious.


“So, with all your knowledge and complexity…how would you define “your faith” if any?” I ask him.

“Well, after many things…it simply comes down to the Golden Rules. Treat others as yourself, be kind and fair…” He nobly states. 


A sentiment I do not believe Hamas members share, as they kill, torture and murder the bravest Palestinians that dare to defy them and speak of change. Cracking down on their own windling population, as if the destruction and toll of the IDF they created isn't enough.


Not nearly similar to the freedoms of a quarter of a million people, protesting against the right wing led government, almost daily in Tel Aviv. A mere 44 miles away. 71 Kilometers. How ridiculous is that? 30 minutes by car separate rubble, tyranny and terror and a full blown bubbling democracy.

“I can't cop to that. There is no higher moral ground in killing…”. Alex reiterates.
“Anyone that has experienced it, knows”. He says with a bright face but dark aura…


“Unless you are a sociopath, ridden by philosophy…” I respond comically.


“Well yes, of course…” he affirms and chuckles.


“I became a soldier because my parents immigrated to a country they didn't know the language of. Neither read or write…” Alex explains.



Courtesy of Alex Aronsky - Walking with his sister in Eilat


“For them, having their only son fight in the war…was a sign of allegiance, compliance and pride”. “It was their way to integrate with their new country…” he continues. “I never really had a choice, it was either serving in combat or being scorn by my parents…” He explains the history.


In the past two weeks, Alex has been diagnosed with a heart condition. “No more beers and smoke…if I want to live” he says mischiefly. “I'm sure you will be ok, and still kick it sometimes” I respond. “You are probably right…” he answers boyishly.


“Do you really consider your soul desecrated? Unworthy of Happiness?” I ask him.

“Not that I'm unworthy of it, yet that it's difficult for me to embrace it after what I have done. It compromises ethics and morals and would require in depth explanation”. He answers acutely.

“So, as a man that might see his soul as lost in sin…what could you possibly live for?” I ask brashly. 


“I have my cat and my dogs. I'm not a hermit. I still get out and meet people…get sorts of odd jobs and earn…” he defends himself.


“So that's it? You turn into a cat lady at 36? Alienating yourself from life because of your unwanted or desired experiences?” I pick at him.


He giggles and says “Yeah, why not? Cat ladies are cool. Kind of private and compassionate…but hey, it's not that I can't move on…but without certain recognition to my conscience, I'm stuck” he concludes.


As health, posterity and sovereignty of self allude Alex, he is still diligent enough to wait for a phone call, from his commander. Explaining, being accountable and comforting him. Granting him relief from the moral framework, that is as religious as they come…if you ask me.


“Ok, so as a person that is literally carrying the burden of this war…do you have any bright ideas regarding a solution? Maybe a final one?” I entice him.


He laughs and says “Well…’


Courtesy of Alex Aronsky - During Reserve Call


This is the second part of a series of Interviews with Alex Aronsky.

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